Frank what country are you in? In the US a regular family physician can prescribe a pill for these types of things. Some are available in generic for as little as 5 dollars for 90 days. My first T said I have dysthimia , but to me its really anxiety and I have found meds to be very helpful. they dont have to be forever. Therapy and meds can work in conjunction and if you are slamming gin at work, I dont see where taking a pill would be an issue. Being drunk at work, for me, would be automatic termination. Good luck friend.