Why did I forget to mention the most important thing I needed to talk about yesterday?? Why did I wait until the last 15 mins to bring something so important up?? I'm beating myself up now over it, despite the happy exterior you see in my email.

I hope I can talk to you again soon, but I know I don't see you until after thanksgiving and after the important situation will happen and be over. I may have to call you before I get there... I need someone to ground me and you're all I have who can understand.