Very upset and distraught right now. I take it very personally if someone doesn't think I'm good looking bc that's a very sensitive subject for me...always has been. I'm 27 years old female. It's just really confusing for me bc there are some people that will say how beautiful I am..then others say I am weird looking or different looking or not attractive at all. I honestly believe that I must be ugly..and the people who have told me I looked good probably just felt sorry for me. I guess makeup doesn't even do anything for me(I always wear it)..I am hideous without it -and with it I am just plain ugly...I am a lost cause..I guess I am just a butter face..I have a nice body but my face is just too out there and ugly looking. This is what my therapist said: I was telling her how I had a bad day at work the other day bc someone told me that someone said I was weird..and it hurt my feelings..and I feel like a lot of people in the world don't like me and are always judging me and it makes me feel bad...and she was saying how they probably don't like you because you don't look like them....and then she was going on saying just because you don't look a certain doesn't mean you're not a good person...and she kept saying how people judge how you look and that's why I don't have a lot of friends bc I am "different looking" and don't have the typical good looks and I don't look like other people. When she said this all my jaw just dropped and I felt so hurt.....I honestly don't think I want to go back there now...I don't get it..I guess I am THAT ugly or something And she was saying how it was a shallow way of thinking but people are like that...but she was saying how I had a good personality so idk..wtf..that doesn't help much She was also saying how it's no surprise that I don't like the way I look..(I never even told her I was insecure about my looks either). I wish I knew how to cope with this..I really do...I am confused..and wish there was a way I could look good..I feel like I'm just ugly and there's nothing I can do about it..how can I accept this? I dont know if I ever will