I never thought I could post this and not sure how far I will go on talking about the subject but here it goes.
I am thinking that I must be asexual. I have very little to no desire to have sex with men or women. I struggled with this for years made myself to stay with my boyfriends and then struggled even worse my husband.
I was molested in the 2nd-3rd grade I'm not sure if that's why I feel the way I do or not.
I just have no interest and sometimes feel repulsed by the idea yet I still would like to have a boyfriend and in time a husband after I get divorced from my current it seems like that would be unfair to them bewteem this issue and the fact emotionally I'm a wreck. I don'It want to be around me and I'm sure others do and will feel the same.