I spent today looking at My veins then remembering that evan though I had once stabed myself I didn't feel it,(it almost went thru my arm)and all My other scars, too many.
I want to. but I know the results it would only be about not evan an hour of releif (as long as a see blood) I'm starting to think of differant ways I can SI it's so pathetic housekeeping left some spray/cleaner in my room
I want to drink it so I put in the bathroom.I been depressed and staying in the bed Today was the worst with feeling like I wanted to injure myself,I'm kinda realy
scared,
love ya,
crista