Okay, so, I need a little help again. This week has just been awful, and I've been having difficulty... Today was finally a good day, but now it's getting a little... Bad again.

I haven't talked with anyone from my college outside of class yet. There is this one girl, though, that hinted (at least, it seemed to me like she hinted) that she wanted me to talk with her sometime outside of class. So tonight, after watching The Big Bang Theory, I remembered her commenting on my laptop background and so I texted her, and asked her if she saw the show tonight.

So from there, we ended up texting for like, an hour and a half, just talking about random things. Which is really nice for me, because I don't have many real friends. I have one, who I rarely see, and another who I don't see at all. I'm a bit of a recluse.

So I got really excited at the prospect of making a new friend.

But, my paranoia is coming back again. It hasn't been back in awhile, and I'm thinking it's just a bad day, but I am still not sure how to cope with this.

I feel like she got bored talking to me, or she was just pretending to be interested so she wouldn't be rude, or that she won't text me back or that she was getting annoyed with me for texting her.

I was originally going to bed, so I told her I had fun talking with her and if she wanted, she could text me any time she wanted. But I still feel like what I mentioned above.

For those who have paranoia, how do you cope with the thoughts?