thanks for what you said it helps to know people
understand what im saying i wish you didnt have to
feel all this but it is what it is isnt it ill be thinking of
you too i hope you can find a way to like where you
are as well maybe we both will at some point in what
right now feels like a very very distant future if at all
to me but you never know i hope you do i know that
feeling of not deserving i feel it everyday im sorry yu
feel that as well
but like i said hopefully one day
we will be better emotionally with it too take care ok
hugs thinking of you
lex
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Originally Posted by Wolfin3
I am thinking of you today too. I understand how that is, I have gained quite a bit of weight because the people who cared about me sent me to a inpatient place, and I am better weight-wise, but I oh so miss the control I had before, I feel totally out of control now and hate it. So I know where you are coming from! I so hope that you can find a way to like where you are at now (easier said than done, and I feel hypocritical for saying that since I haven't, lol) But you totally deserve to be happy without being trapped by the bonds of the ED...although it doesn't feel that way sometimes, I know that too. Thinking of you...
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