...so I don't say much about things ....you know?...like in the real world...stuff like that.

I don't know how to...it's cost me sure has.!

anyway I go to court on tuesday and it's been bothering me a bit I spose...I don't assimilate bother I'm so tuned into deflection.

but I don't know what to expect...could go this way or that.

I doubt they will lock me up...

but the smart thing to do when in doubt is to go there first.

I didn't do anything bad it was a mental illness thing so it should be ok.

but it's like...well how many times huh? unlucky....

should be ok....I'm not bad ...just something in me makes me appear bad sometimes...oops!...should be ok...but it's been sneaky on my mind a bit I spose...it would be nice to not be put in prison.....if I was already there and picked on people I would not want someone like me to arrive.

S**t they only give you one pillow I need at least 6