feeling worthless on many levels right now.
i know i need to leave this house.
ive been told by friends i need to leave.
my family has offered to help in anyway.
there relly pushing me to come stay here or there.
they understand my anxiety.
this is what i need. i just cant bring my self to leave.
i feel im not redy for some reason.
im confused, im hurt and im comfertable with those feelings.
im scared...
very very scared.
infact i know i wont be able to accept there offers,
im trapped.
damn i feel worthless.