Hmmmmm On reading the posts I see all the accomplishments people have made and they know they have made them. What if you're really someone who has accomplished nothing and is still passionless and accomplishing nothing? Low self esteem seems to be appropriate ..... How do you do anything about being so depressed that you literally do nothing....low self esteem seems to be warranted in my case........ I really have done nothing with my life....... a real waste of space, of time and you dont get that time back either. More then half my life is already over and I'm not looking forward to an uncertain future....more pain and more suffering.........why bother to exist? I keep trying to figure out how to change things and I keep coming up with nothing.......... tired of fighting.