I have an aversion to touch. I just do not like it. I crave it and need it when I'm upset but don't ask for it or don't want it because I just don't want any part of it. It drives my H nuts. It is not fair to him but I was this way before we got married. Maybe not quite as bad. I would just rather be left alone. We somehow managed to get three kids though so I did allow touch at least 3 times. (Lots more then 3 times)