You have been through so much and look how strong you are, reaching out here for help you are a survivor and are still here. That speaks volumes about your inner strength.you matter. There are people who care and can help you. If you cannot go to T, please call 911 or go to the hospital. There are tremendous resources that are available and are there for you. People that truly care. Including us. There is no need for you to suffer. You deserve love and support. And care.

It is scary but you can do this! Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing.