Thank you. I still don't know how to use all the buttons on these pages, I am just clicking away and trying to get to the things I think are right, I guess that I will learn in time. So far, everyone seems very nice and I started to read some of the things that people have written. I don't understand some of the abbreviations, like DID. But I guess I will learn that, too. The one or two stories that I read were very hard to read, are they supposed to be that way? I understand why some are marked "triggers" but I didn't read those yet. How do you know if something is a "trigger". As you can probably tell, I have never had therapy, my husbands insurance will not pay for it, even though my dr. says that I need it, although she only knows what she guessed at. I have a really hard time talking. But I would like to Thank Everyone that welcomed me, it made me cry. I look forward to learning how people deal with some issues that I haven't yet been able to.