wow button this all sounds so so hurtful. i can so completely understand the feelings of being unimportant and abandoned and all especially after what happened with T1 . she sure seems to be dropping the ball on this one all around doesn't she. do you think you could meet with her one more time to talk this out with her?to maybe determine if this T is working for you. i hope that if you decide this T is untrustworthy that you can please continue to look for a T that does work well with you. it is hard as H E L L to do it but so worth it to find that T that fits well .i hope it is this one .try to give her a chance to explain and figure out what is going on. do you have another appointment now