apparently, my friend who i've known for like 2 years (she's wanted to take her life for ever) never returned from her night out with a friend yesterday.

was meant to be back at 11 30 pm- and her mom just wrote me on twitter that she never got back

really hope she's okay... we went through loads together- and i'd be gutted if anything happened to her!

we only ever knew each other online, but she's still special to me