Sorry I wasn't able to respond sooner, have been very busy, but thanks for the responses. I emailed my T and told her I would bring her a list of p-docs in my area that accept my insurance and see if she knows any of them and we would go from there. I told her if I did this, then she should stop bugging me about meds/my drinking, and that I wanted to talk about something else in session, besides her two favorite topics.

I highly doubt she will know any of the p-docs that accept insurance, since all of the ones she knows are fancy/expensive and don't accept insurance. This is too bad, as I would prefer to at least go to someone she knows and can talk to. I suppose it can't hurt any to at least bring her that list and see what happens. At the very least she will get off my back about this for the time being.