Hey xxemogurlxx I'm sorry things are so tough for you A counsellor I saw told me how she often found that if one member of a family became healthier then another member became "sicker" for a while..... I hope this feeling passes soon for you.... it won't always be this bad.

You are not bad! I'm thinking strong thoughts for you and please keep posting. Try to be safe, I know how hard it is,

With kindness,
Fuzzy