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Ty Rhapsody and Wisewoman

I feel like I've failed or something when I break down to take a pain pill. Taking Lortabs right now. So feel so really guilty when I have to take one. But sleep is so needed. I've woken up screaming in pain just trying to raise up out of bed. I've never been in so much pain as I've been in this last month. In PT they are strengthen my muscles to compensate for my joints laxity. I'm 33 and I can hardly move. I went to Wal-Mart last night to get my meds and my cousin was there with her little girl. I couldn't even bend down to see her. Just hurt. I can't even hold onto the steering wheel to drive and fingers hurt so much to bend them.