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Old Nov 17, 2012, 08:21 PM
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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0 View Post
PE? I feel like I should know what that is but my brain is not computing right now... Wow, a med indefinitly that prevents you from doing simple enjoyable stuff... How do you hold it together? That would crush my spirit (atleast until something worse happens to me). Really feel for you Moose, you are one tough lady, I must say.
Awww.... ! Thanks!

PE is pulmonary embolism- blood clot in the lung.

I dunno how I keep it together. People here help me. Plus my blog has helped lately. My kids keep me laughing and proud of them. (Though they can be frustrating as teens!) I know that sometimes I can't keep it together and I lose it. I don't have anything on my blog that is a real-time entry about depression or sui or PER. They are all retro-spective. I just hope that IF an episode happens, I'll be able to blog about it. Even if I have to write on paper at PER. It is humbling to have something like PE. I feel so out-of-shape when I look at my list of "issues" at the hospital. Several of which stem from the weight I've put on from depakote and zyprexa.
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