I dont mean to be nosey or insensitive, but how did the PE develop? Did I miss that post? I feel like I missed out on such a huge thing thats affected you... Kids are wonderful hey? They give you strength when you've depleted all your own, and they keep things in perspective for you when mindsight is faulty... My daughter is really my guardian angel... Had a sui attempt few just before I 'discovered' her, she saved me then, and she continues to help do so now... Christina I freaking love you!