life is good right now. im on a new med (on top of my cocktail). My bf has been incredible. He's understanding, appreciative, supportive. The best man I have ever been with. My parents have been supportive and accepting, School is school...(im 22 and a senior trying to graduate in spring), and my friends are great. But I feel numb, empty. I feel like ... nothing. I'm not even sure how to describe it. But I feel nothing. I go on happy streaks. The past three days have been that. And empty streaks. Like right now. I have no motivation. for school. to go out. my mask works well. I put it on for anything and everything now. I just dont know how to comunicate about it...