Yes, that word... l-o-v-e. even that word is a trigger because it has with it a horrible meaning. God. Father. Love. Yuck. What God meant for good, man turned it to bad. And it's hard to separate what is truth and what is programming.

Understand the horrible names and the Shhhh-ing. There is something about that kind of authority figure. They appear more powerful than the average authority figure. Well, gosh, they have a direct channel to God, right? Who are we to go against that... It's hard for me to get past that programming to see the truth sometimes. I struggle with it a lot.

I don't have much of a voice and I'm unable to discuss for the most part, but I'm here Evangelista and I hear what you are saying. I understand more than I want to or wish I did. I want to be able to support you. I am listening.