Me too... And I have been thinking about that today... and about Trippin and Anika helping me when I was suicidal in the spring. Why have I been thinking about it? I realized that this guy, Charles, the French guy who lives in New York, well, he has lived in New York since 2008. I could have looked him up before. If he is so smitten now, well, he would have been just as smitten before, no doubt about that. And I would not have been so alone. But I did not look him up. And I know why - I had to be completely separated from ex to look him up because ex made me feel that those older lovers of mine were a great sin. So... I was alone through everything. But not quite alone - I had you. And that made a world of a difference. So yes, I love you guys with all my heart.