Hi my friend. Try not to project situations or events -- those things generally will not happen anyway. Just be YOU -- be yourself because that's good enough! YOU are good enough and always have been! You don't need to be "anybody else!" You are just fine as you are!!!
There are going to be people who don't like us. I know there are people who don't like me. That's ok. And there are people that I don't particularly like too. And that's ok. We just don't have to associate with them.
Try to get out and about among people who have the same likes as you do. Perhaps if you like to read, go to the library. If you like to sew, join a sewing club. If they have a Depression support group in your area, join that! There are things we can do to find people like us.
I wish you the very best. I hope things begin to look up for you. God bless and PLEASE take good care of yourself, okay? Hugs, Lee