Bless your heart Chandler -- can you see a therapist? Or are you already seeing one? I hope so. Cause you really need to.

Do you WANT to see your family? Or is there a problem there? Not trying to be nosy, but it would be nice to be with family on the holidays if you can.

I live in Michigan and right now we're in such a dense fog, that I can't see the high school which is right next door! It's "fairly" warm out for November, but I know that's not going to last long. I've lived here all my life, so I'm used to the snow, ice, etc. Of course that doesn't mean I LIKE it.

I pray you begin to feel better. I'm feeling "so-sp." My meds are doing fairly well. I'm on Cymbalta, the maximum dosage, and that's working quite well. The holidays tho have a HUGE effect on me. I hate the holidays, and can't WAIT until January. God bless and please take GOOD care of yourself, okay? Prayers coming your way. Hugs, Lee