you know if you are feeling vulnerable it doesn't mean it is because you want to go back to hospital.in fact it could be many other reasons,like stuff you may be working on in T. if you are feeling bad or out of control it isn't strange at all to want to be in hospital. if you want to be in hosp because life is so hard out of hosp then i would say talk to T . you may just need help with life skills and things like that. how to manage stress and responsibility