I am so upset over this. I feel so stupid jealous crazy like a complete wacko. I don't know how to cope with this insanity. I will not ever talk to him about it ever. I just can't. I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to admit how I feel about this happy occasin for him. I would never tell him and now he is married and happy with someone. it is tearing me up inside that he has found someone he loves. I think of him all the time and imagine him with this person. I dont even know what she looks like I just imagine them together. Anyone gone through this? I do feel crazy for even writing this. Ifeel like a complete nutcase, which I am.