Lol... I've felt the same way... My T dare not get married ever! But heck, if she does, that's grist for the mill.... Do go ahead... take a leap of faith and talk to your T about your feelings regarding his marriage and finding the love of his life..... it's good grist for the mill, and I'll bet you'll come out feeling much better than you are right now...
Keep us posted!
Take care,