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My T and pdoc were completely aware of my feelings about the hospital, considered them very normal, and never gave me any reason to feel like I was "crying wolf" at any point.
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Knowing this helps, that other T and pdocs can understand. I hope mine will understand too!
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you know if you are feeling vulnerable it doesn't mean it is because you want to go back to hospital.in fact it could be many other reasons,like stuff you may be working on in T. if you are feeling bad or out of control it isn't strange at all to want to be in hospital.
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That's a good point. Thanks for pointing out that my feelings/thoughts are not completely out of the blue.
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But there's a part of me that wants to be taken "out of the system" for awhile
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Their system just needs to shut down before it can reboot, and that just isn't something most people have the ability to do on the "outside".
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I could definitely use a reboot- to get out of my self-destructive cycles. I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this way!