Oh my goodness!!!! Thank you guys sooo much, and Innerzone thank you, you are so sweet and thoughtful!! You all are.

I must have missed this while I was gone, Just looking back through the forum pages today. My birthday was yesterday, but I see the confusion in that. I am just sooo crying, you guys have no idea, how much I needed this today, maybe there is a reason I didn't see it till now, divine intervention or something.

Honestly I had a very mixed bday celebration at the concert, and yesterday my actual bday, mixed in a bad way again. Nothing of the Bipolar variety. I don't even want to talk about it right now. But all I can say is thank you soo much. I know you guys care about me, and seeing this makes me feel very cared for. Tears of joy, over the other tears as of late are most welcome at this moment. I am trying to nurse some wounds right now.

Just thank for everything!! I love you guys.. you know that? I am very touched.. and greatfull for such friends