[HTML[/HTML]. You are already better than all those people that treated you like crap, why? Because you feel...I know that sucks for you but try to keep reminding yourself that you are the one that has made it through all this bull and you are the one that is compassionate enough to understand that this was wrong, you are mountains and valleys ahead of these people. Don't let them tear you down further by you taking your life....you have so much more to offer this world! I can tell you that by hearing your story and your cries for help you have helped me feel less alone in this cruel world. Thank you for sharing. Please do not hurt yourself...there are people out here that you motivate to seek the help they need