It will be me and my bf unless he goes to his families house. I don't really care for them and have no desire to be with them. I'm always depressed when the holidays come. I hate them with a passion and can't wait for them to be gone. My mom and dad are deceased. Since my mom died my siblings and i have had a strained pretty much non existing relationship. I don't really have close friends anymore. Everyone is doing their own thing. I have been alone before. My bf has gone elsewhere before and left me home alone knowing how depressed the holidays are for me but i guess i shouldn't make him stay home if he wants to be around his family. The thing is they don't really have a big celebration but he just rather be around them then me. They don't celebrate holidays like my family does. Anyway i probably won't cook either so maybe we will go out if he doesn't bail. Last year i had a bagel because i didn't feel up to cooking and my bf and his brother watched movies and talked and laughed the whole day. They ate can food and could care less about thanksgiving. I stayed in the bedroom and cryed so disgusted. My bf didn't think he did anything wrong. I usually try to find something funny to watch on TV. I pray we all can just get through the day quickly and without pain. By the way my bf and i are basically roomates we are not getting along at all either. My prayers are with you.