If you are out of ideas, you can check the sticky thread at the top of this forum and see if any of those would work. But it does sound like whether you are aware of it or not, your symptoms are probably serving a purpose in your family - holding people together and taking the heat off of someone by focusing it on you instead. Can you think of any more productive ways to do that? And has your family thought about family therapy? There are ways to make what you are going through not quite so difficult on all of you, but you probably will need some help.

Rap