Jealousy about your T is hard to talk about, but a lot more common than you might think. If you can talk to him about it, he might be able to help you feel better about it. It's actually prety important to share feelings about T with your T because that grist for the mill is an important part of how they work with you. The therapy relationship intensifies feelings that you might have with other people in your life, and by figuring out those feelings you can work on the way you think, feel, and behave outside of therapy too.