(((((hugs))))))
I know how you feel about your family. MIne like to pretend that its not happening either. With your friends i understand that as well. People don't alway realize that they r hurting you. Maybe just try telling one of ur close friends like hey i need you to listen to me now. IF the person is your true friend then they will. If they don't then they're not really your friend r they.....
And also remeber that you are not as alone as you may think. You have all of us
Please take care