Hi Shikma

I totally hear you gurl. I'm totally the same, I totally relate to you. I'm from New Zealand tho. I feel like that too. I used to be a fat chick, now reformed. I lost a lot of weight, but now I'm bulimic. I'm scared of life as well. I don't know how to get out and do the things that I wana do. What makes you so scared of life? Just asken. I'm so scared that I'll never get to do things, that this actually stops me from doing anything. Stupid huh. What do you get up to in Israel? Are you getting any help at all with all of this? It sounds like you feel massively stuck. I so wana hear from you again sweety. Private message me if you want.

Love and hugs
Sezzie