Each day goes buy and I'm ignored and that hurts just a little but I have to put up with being the odd one in this place I'm not invited to order chinese food with others also play dominos and the worst is somone who I was freindly with aid if He gets permission to eat downstairs He will Eat atMy table This evrning He is eating with a table with 3 others and I eat alone it make Me feel bad.
I feel dead I know what makes Me feel alive But I'm trying and I'm all scared up My arms tell a story all by they selves maybe a little cut wouldnt bother nobodyI'm just so sad and alone rite now,maybe tomorrow will be better I hope so I have to go to sleep
Much Love to All
Crista