I've gotten advice from fellow BPs that I should go to the hospital and I'm scared and anxious. Haven't slept more than 3 hours in 41 days now, manic, distracted, irritable, trying to hang on to my job and overall just a stressed out mess. I see my doc on Wednesday, should I wait and see what he says then, or call now? I don't know what to do...

No alcohol, no rec drugs, been sober 2.5 years. Take Abilify, Celexa, Topimax, Restoril and Xanax (still no real sleep) - any advice is appreciated and I thank those that have replied to my last post. What would you do?