Hi again
I might just have only a minute to reply--

No i wont tell my doc about the scars-- i have beeing self injuring since i was eight and its old news-- no one cares anymore

My husband is wrapped up in a big project right now so i am trying to offer him a little extra slack, but honestly, he is really just as rude as always..but he has had a hard couple of years, so i try to feel sorry for him (his dad and brother died on the same day, and our nephew died this year too, so did my cousin, among several pther things) i try to talk to him but he doesnt talk back

Finding a GOOD t who knows about DID is extremely rare-- i was lucky i found my t in the first place, finding another t is unlikely (which indont want anyway). Its not like one can just go out and find another excellent DID around. Heck, apparently you cant even find a half decent one-- i tried nine Ts in one year

I do run a big forum. I startd it years and years ago partly because i need a place for support, but i dont getit there anymore. Everyone sees me as the Boss, and its rare for me to get support from the people there; they mostly want to gripe and complain at me or have me solve their fights So i rarely post my own stuff there, no one even replies. Annoying but that is the way things go.