i know what you mean, unhappyguy.

with me.. i know i can't live like this (in bed most of the day watching tv) or on here.. or another website

i keep saying i need to change, i need to actually do something productive, but i don't even know what.... it feels like i don't have charge of my own life- not even knowing where i want my own life to take me... how sad.

hankster i hope you recover from the stroke