Wow..so many here..I am sorry everyone..really I am..for the way we have to deal with this..

Each of you are in my thoughts..

If you need to express..or can..continue posting..if it helps to talk about what you can..I know we dont want to get into specifics about the Religion..most wont..I know I wont out of fear..

As most know who have lived thru and made it out of a cult experience..you never really walk away without a shadow..hard to explain more than that. Even harder is the untangible draw to go back, when you know its wrong..I dont know what it is...or how to describe it....I have heard of animals running back into a burning barn..maybe thats a good anology of it...dunno..grasping to understand the pull ya know...

Again, thanx everyone for the support..and for those that live this, and are surviving...be safe..its a journey of steps, not leaps...take care..