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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
I'm coping, you guys dont have to worry, I'm probly making it worse than it sounds. I'm just tired of losing... Lost a great job, an amazing brother,the greatest dad, love of my life, friends, and other brother (paedo,molested me, I have a no - contact rule)...when do I gain? Last I really gained was when I gave birth to Jordan in 2003... And even tho you guys aren't physically in my real life, you're the best gain after Jordan  I'm just a bit drained from always being on the losing end. |
I feel the same, Trippin. Lost my mom, all my friends weren't really friends and are gone, my extended family barely even talks to me any more, and I was really close to them. My two cousins who I considered brothers act like I don't even exist.
My dad, he's not gone but sick, really sick, and we lost a lot of our relationship when he married my step-mom. So, just on edge wondering when I get the news that I have no parents left. My oldest son, lost custody and although I see him, I don't really have him. It's more like having a nephew or something.
So, no, I don't like to lose any more. So the people I have, my sons, my husband... I don't know if I'd make it if they were gone from me.
And finding this place is great and we can all take and get it out.
