Honey ~ Okay -- you relapsed, now let it go. Forget about it. BUT -- you CANNOT do it again. You know where that's going to lead. You know that it's going to keep you from your son PERMANENTLY!!! Do you want that? NO! If you keep drinking, you won't be able to see your son AT ALL. Don't ruin this!

Not only that, but alcohol kills sweetie. I don't want you to die. Alcohol RUINS the liver. My son almost killed himself 4 months ago -- his liver stopped working TOTALLY, and he was in critical care for 2 months. In fact, they told us he was going to die. What saved him? No one seems to know!! He's home with me now -- he hasn't had a drink since he went into the hospital 4 months ago. He's still weak, but alot of that is inactivity. Do YOU want to end up like him?

I know you love your ex -- but evidently it's over sweetie. And no one ever died of a broken heart, and you won't either. Yes, it hurts and it hurts BADLY. But use the support of your AA group. TALK to them -- use the call list -- I hope you have one. Did they give you phone numbers to call if you were having trouble? USE THEM. Call another AA member and TALK to them. But PLEASE don't drink -- it does NOT solve any problems and only makes things ten times as bad.

I wish you the very best my friend. God bless. Hugs, Lee