Hey! I honestly feel amazing right now. Listening to music, talking to my best friend, feeling as if there is absolutely nothing to worry about right now. I love these positive feelings! I am going to draw soon, I have been feeling creative, wanna get it out out my system! I got my homework done super early, which feels really nice. Haha, I was kinda of down ealier, but I honestly can't understand why! I am so excitd, I have an appointment tomorrow, which I will only miss the last period of the day. So, I won't have to make up much! I am switching keyboard now, the one I was using before was holding me back big time. So, anyway! Last night was awesome too, I was so entertained. I was literally talking to like 8 people at the same time. Which I was actually doing through like 5 different means of communication. I was not relaxing for a single second, constantly replying to people, for like 4 hours straight. It was the best! I was so entertained. I was laughing so much since I was on the phone with my one friend. Also, because I was tricking this one guy. I was talkling to two guys at the same time, both in a lovey way. The one in a dirty lovey way, and the other was in a way like about how our personalities were basically the same. I talked to them for like three hours.

The one guy was trying to get me to send him "sexy" pictures. I asked him if he "plays" with himself, and he said yes. Then he tried to get me to mess around with myself. I told him that I would since he told me that he would guide me through it, so I wanted to see him explain it, which he did. This really cracked me and my friend up, it was the best. The other guy talked to me about the kinds of music he likes, which was the same as me. He told me that he would date me if we weren't at completely different ends of the country.

He kept telling me I was beautiful and sweet, well now we aren't even talking to each other anymore. I am usually not fine with sending pictures, at all, but last night I was perfectly fine with it for some reason? After talking to some other awesome people, it was like 1:50. I sdid NOT want to go to bed at all, I was really hyper then. So I started to listen to music, and continued messaging people. The music seemed unusually loud even though it was on the same volume as it always is. The music also seemed so much more complex, extravegant, and amazing. I felt like I was lost in it, it was so awesome! I felt like everything was abosolutely perfect, I felt like this tingly excitement. I remember thinking that everything was going to be fine, like nothing bad could happen. I also remember thinking how I never want this feeling to end, it was too perfect to forget. I honestly can't explain it, it was too amazing and complex to tell in words. I knew how I had to get up early, so I did feel a little guilty. Eventually since my iPod was dying I forced myself to go to bed.