All I can say is this.. When you die, you probably don't want to be remembered for "Oh she had the nicest handwriting, such a waste. " I am not trying to make light. Just trying to help you see the dowside in this thinking.

You said you are only satisfied when things are perfect, how often does that happen? I think it would be safe to say never, because there just is no such thing. Like Trippin say that is perception, and highly objective.

I know, I was that way, I still remember a girls amazing tiny block printing from school. You wanna know what's sad, I cant remember her at all now, not her name or face. But which is more important, her hand writing or her person.

And like I said, when we go past what is good the way it is and try to perfect it, we often mess it up instead. There is probably a good lesson in that.

Plus the way you put pretty girls together with handwriting. One has nothing to do with the other, but maybe you connect the two ? Perfectionism I think, is really low self esteem. I think if you just try to not be perfect without fixing the root of the problem... self esteem. it probably won't work. But that problem is workable.