oh and i didnt mention...

the issues with your mmum will be resolved in time. try talking to her. it might do you more good than you think.

it is bound to be hard to talk to someone so important in your life, but issues you have need to be addressed. so try to work on them and see what your heart tells you to do. if your heart says talk to her but your brain says no. talk to her. you need to do what you think will help you.

simon