'Doctor doctor wont you please prescribe me something, a day in the life of someone else. Coz I'm a hazzard to myself, dont let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy, its bad when you annoy yourself, so irritating, dont wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else...' Your thread reminded me of
and old favourite song of mine... This used to be my theme song at 1 stage, so I do relate, but like someone pointed out, I could be ridden with cancer or aids instead, so I count my blessings where I can...