T does know about all the SI and suicidal thoughts. She has had a couple of emails. Today she wrote an email to one of the really aggressive alters (he is a real jerk, is patterned after our abusers)- he wrote her a nasty email (as usual) , i dont know when but it must have been in the past few days. I think he was hoping to make T mad at him, he likes to get her riled up. But instead she just sent him a nice email back and asked him to please stop hurting everyone. And that just pissed him off ()
I think its just easier on him when people are mad at him.
Anyway...one of the inside kids texted t today asking if she could please call back. But we never heard back from her.
She must still be caught up in her family stuff.

She still has no idea when she can come home. which totally bites.

When she left over a year ago, part of why she went was out of love for the person having the emergency. When i was there visiting T she admitted she is so freaking mad and annoyed at that person now that she cant stand the f'g _______ and wishes she had never come. But of course now she is stuck there because of the obligations and commitments she made. Its a bog vicious circle for my T.

I tried to keep busy today until it was time to go to work. I am running out of things to do and books to read.