Antimatter, I feel for you, and all the others, which seems like almost everyone right now. It was not so long ago that I had many of the same feelings you and others on the forum had. One of the first things I suggest is everyone stop seeing themselves as a walking diagnosis out of the DSM-IV. How does labeling yourself help you?

I have decided not to post or speak on the forum anymore, except in this section to my therapist, and meaningless other ones. I don't really feel welcomed on PC. And, that is about me, not about people on the forum. I will PM you if you want to discuss more.

Oh, Antimatter I felt total support by you, Rainbow8, and a few others. I feel the pain of many on the forum. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do for anyone - I say this with sadness and tears.