HI IM 21 AND GOT DISGNOSED WITH POST NATEL DEPRESSION 4MTHS AGO I NOW KNOW WHY IM SO SCREWED UP BECAUSE OF MY CHILDHOOD
MEMORIES BUT ONLY FROM ONE PERSON AND IM TELLING YOU I FEEL SICK, IVE GOT HEADACE, EACACE, STOMACHACE,MY LEGS FEEL OFF BALACE, I DIDNT KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG I KNOW NOW AND I DONT NEED TO RUN ANYMORE I CARNT REMEMBER IN DETAIL, BUT I KNOW WHAT IM FEELING IS WRONG, IVE NEVER HAD A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS PERSON AND NEVER HAD ANY REAL HAPPY TIMES APART FROM WHAT NORMAL KIDS LIKE, LIKE GOING ON HOILIDAY I DID THAT, ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT THIS PERSON WHO I CARNT CALL MY OWN ANYMORE CARN'T EVEN ADMIT IT AFTER 35YRS AGO, WELL WHATS HE GOT TO GAIN FROM IT, IM TELLING YOU NOW THAT I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO LIVE WITH MYSELF THATS WHY IM TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY ACTIONS. THIS PERSON IS SAYING IM JUST MAKING LIES UP AND TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR ME THATS JUST A COWRD BECAUSE IM NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS HOW CAN SOMEONE DO THAT BUT ATLEAST I NOW KNOW ITS WRONG ''DONT WORRY NOT HALF AS BAD AS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME'' BUT STILL ITS STILL BAD ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TO RIGHT IT DOWN I STILL NEED MORE ANSWERS BUT I WILL FIND THEM SOON. BYE